Yesterday I went to a baby shower for 2 friends who I love dearly. Someone gave them a bag full of books. All of them were Bellas favorite. No David! and Brown Bear Brown Bear and Goodnight moon. It made me sad to because I could remember all the thousands of times I read those to her and then she learned how to read them to me. Its those darn memories that get me every time.
Today I went to see Bella and there were some sweet letters from her friends that went to visit her. Every time I go to visit her I have to bring her a surprise. I really feel like she is smiling big when I bring it to her. My mom and I went shopping today and it just wasn't the same. I was looking in the children department and I had things in my hand and then I just had to drop everything and move on to a different section. Bella was my partner when we would shop. I miss my best friend.