Today I had such a hard time at church today. I could barely breath while taking communion because I was crying so much. And as soon as Baylor sees me cry she starts to cry and tell me she misses Bella. This should not be a day of tears its my favorite holiday! And I didn't even feel like April Fooling anyone.
Trey and I feel like the longer time goes on the harder this is to deal with. Everything reminds me of her!!! Reality is setting in....She is not coming home.