brain cancer awareness

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Today I had such a hard time at church today.  I could barely breath while taking communion because I was crying so much.  And as soon as Baylor sees me cry she starts to cry and tell me she misses Bella.  This should not be a day of tears its my favorite holiday!  And I didn't even feel like April Fooling anyone.
Trey and I feel like the longer time goes on the harder this is to deal with.  Everything reminds me of her!!!  Reality is setting in....She is not coming home.

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3 comments:

  1. Hey Kim! I just wanted to tell you that this morning I had such a hard time getting out of bed to go to church. I almost didn't go, but something inside of me made me do it. As we were pulling up to church, a red bird flew into some of the trees. I immediately thought of Bella and how much she loved Jesus and Mary. I was so grateful that I had gotten up and taken my girlies to church. I think Bella was letting me know that I was doing the right thing too!! I hate that you are hurting so much right now. I can't even begin to imagine your pain. All I can say is that we are here to support you and love you through this. Love you!

    Storie

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  2. Our prayers and thoughts are still with y'all, Kim. Remember, you don't always have to be strong. His strength is made perfect in our weakness. In difficult times, I always think of the Footprints story. Hugs to you, Trey, and Baylor...

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  3. Every time I see you- you are always so strong. You keep moving and moving. I want you to know that it is OK to stop and cry. I know your strength comes from Bella. I am so proud to be your friend. I am honored to be part of the foundation. I KNOW Bella is so proud of you. You prove it in your actions everyday to her. When I look at the site, the blog, the foundation- What an amazing person you are thru the love of Bella!

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Deuteronomy 31:6
Be strong and courageous, do not be afraid or tremble, for the Lord your God will not fail you or forsake you.